in my world

haircut disaster...

2009-04-23T06:11:00.000-07:00

hair is always notice when u had trendy hairstyle.in my part,i had an uncomfortable haircut lately.in my recent haircut might not good for me but my friends told me its appropriate my looks.though im still seeking for what could suit my hairstyle so i told my self even though i spend much for my haircut and that my hairstylist could determine what hair style is best for my particular hair type and face shape.so i went to a mall and look where is the best salon,finally i made up my mind i took my haircut at ricky reyes (just closed my eyes pretending the cashier dont charge me too much).first my hairstylist determined my facial structure and what hair suit me he offered me a posh bob cut that it suit my face shape.well do u wanna know if im happy with my new hair,not really!but it look nicer than my previous haircut,i think that there is something missing on my hair.ive been thinking if i put some highlight to look my hair stunning.what u think?

feeling i neglect

2009-04-17T01:34:00.000-07:00

its friday mornin,10 am time to wake up but my eyes refused to open and my body demand more rest.but i realized that my player is waiting for me to open my shop.so i out of my bed and had my breakfast.my daughter was there watching her favorite cartoon she got up early while ago and waiting for me.we had our small talk,i ask her if what she have done while im not home.im so worried about her esp her health,lately she doest eat much.you need to convince and insist her to eat.. sometimes u need to scare her what will happen if she doesnt ate. she only ate egg, fried chicken and noodles(esp.the wanton of chowking).and when shes eating u should watch her coz if not later shes watching tv again.so we had our small conversation ,she told me she sleep early,i hug her i thought her sleep was until morning. she woke up around 10pm coz shes hungry.she didnt eat her dinner yet!she woke up our maid to prepared her food after that our maid went back sleep so may daughter was alone eating her dinner.while listening her i amost cried i felt that i was so bad and i feel guilty for not attending her needs at that time.so i told her before she go to sleep eat her dinner first.i explain her that mom must go to shop to have a money and if i have time we could go to a mall to have fun and u can choose where you want to play.thats a promise!then she smiled and hug me.hoping to comply with what ive said.

vacation that never happen...

2009-04-16T04:55:00.000-07:00

it quite a day that hubby and i are not talking 2 each other.d reason y, cant accept that my vacation could not happen.i have no idea why he cant allow me to visit my parents. and im so mad and made me snobbing him.yearly i spend my vacation in our province.. so i expect that he grant my favor.i miss my parent and our house too...i miss that place.i made a plan already for my vacation that i will visit my friends and friends came from other country.its been a long time that we havent seen and talk each other.and most esp. y i want to go home, my nephew having his christening in our house!this is the first time that we were having a party or celebration in our house!and my sister expect me to go home and even she give me money for my fare.how nice she is? but it didnt happened at all!now im sad if i remember that.. so i keep my self busy to avoid thingking how happy i could be if i'll be there.